ARGH!! I AM IN TROUBLE.
long time didnt post, i forgotten my password.
I have to create a password which was troubling.
but i still did it as i got the feelin of posting. yeahx! =)
everyday, i'm learning new things.
whether it's in studies or in term of friendship.
i learnt something.
i learnt that life is full of ups and downs.
i learnt that i have to take the intiative.
i learnt that i must not get upset over small thing.
i learnt that i am the one who is creating the problem for myself.
i learnt that i should solve whatever problem that come to me and not just dont bother about it.
if i dont bother about it, i wont learn a single thing.
i learnt that i can have a better life, if i know how to manage it well and no matter what happen look on the bright side and happy always.
i dont know why yesterday, i went to my testi and i found kai yun wrote mi a happy birthday to mi.
i felt happy about it.
i went into her friendster too.
i found that now she is happy with her dear.
i have this warm feelin in my heart that, i felt very happy for her.
many things had happened on her and now she found her happines.
this is one thing i really very proud of her.
last time we are very good buddies but now .. never mind.
i kept the memories we had although it did not last long, but it will still in my heart.
i still would like to say though we are not that kind of friends who hang out like last time, but i really wish you will happy.
you guys may find my post a bit dot.
but it's all come from my heart.
sounded like rubbish to some of them?
i dont know. never mind lah.
anyway, who can teach mi to control myself from gettin angry?
i really want to teach.
i dont wish to lose anything that belong to mi now just because of my childishness of gettin angry.
NO WAY MAN!! okAY??
learn to change myself which start from tmr?
no no no.
START NOW!!
today, i had my math prelim and ss prelim.
i dont want to say math is difficult, people will say i am actin and in fact i am not.
i lost close to 15 marks. SOB!!
like what i always tell others,
"it's alright. it's just a prelim. learn it now and dont make the same mistake in the olevel will do"
YUP, i goin to tell myself this.
if i can tell others this, why cant i tell myself.
SOCIAL STUDIES..
i dont want to fail.
i really dont want.
last time, i dont mind i fail but now, i cant affort it.
i really put in quite a lot of work in it.
but if i really fail, i can only say i hav to work even harder.
and i dont want to say,
"it's all fate."
if this is fate, i would like to change the fate.
now i hav a goal for my com humanities.
I AM GOIN TO WORK HARD FROM IT.
i think i better go to eat.
i didnt not hav my full breakfast and today no lunch.
as went to library to find kenny and study amath straight away.
i can say, it worth it.
i learnt a lot of mathematic which i dont know.
=)) all thanks to KENNY!!
thank you..
i want to end my post by adding.
i want to hold on to you.
you cant leave mi alone here.
you cant okay?
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